OK so I am freaking, my friend tammy and i are leading worship friday night for celebrate recovery and ever since my acid reflux i just dont think i sound as good, you two were always the singers and the last time i sang in front of ppl was with carol anne and frannie. i am going to die! i mean i can blend real well with her but she is unsure and i took the lead in most of the songs. so im freaking pray God uses us!!!

Hello......well Kyle has not made a decision yet but now he is beginning to look for jobs outside of the corps....so maybe some kind of decision will happen soon! Kilee is doing good still growing like a weed I cant wait to take her to the doctor and see exactly how big she is...but we dont go until the 20th of march. Oh and please begin now to start praying that she wont get sick...dummy May went out last night with another guy named Lee and get this Lee has either MONO OR STREP both HIGHLY contagious (spelling?) but yet he is still going out in public like its no big deal so i told May that he had to stop hanging out with him until we know exactly what it is and when it is gone because Kilee could catch it very easily or better yet i could and then i would end up giving it to her! I think May got a little mad at me but i dont care I dont want Kilee to get sick and then us have to go to the hospital and all that great stuff! I am getting excited about going to SC this next wednesday and then going to GA on Friday!! I get to surprise Gran-Gran for her birthday and that is going to be great!! I wish I would get to see you and Ian and your mom and all but we arent coming back till Sunday oh wait duh we could maybe stop in and say hello!! It has been so long since I have been on I-20 I am so used to traveling on I-95 all the time!! Oh good now i am even more excited i hope it works out that we can stop and say hey at least and yall get to see how big Kilee is!! anyways i guess this is big enough for right now and just to let yall know frannie is doing good she is working alot and going to school trying to get all that finished (i cant believe she is about to graduate!) She is really interested in this guy named Shane...I havent met him yet but i am hoping i will, she says that he reminds her of Kyle whatever that means?! anyways I will try and remember to tell her she needs to get on here and let yall know what is going on!! I love yall and will talk to yall soon...oh and Laurin I have my phone with me all the time...if I dont answer just leave me a message and I will call you back as soon as I have a free hand!! LOVE YALL SO MUCH AND MISS YALL TO!!

My darling Laurin, no worries, i should have realized that you might be asleep! I had just got off work at Eckerd's and thought I would check on you. I am glad that you are getting over that lung thing. I will continue to pray for your health as well as for you and Ian during this time of making decisions!
I really don't know whats going on in Frannie's life since she stays so busy! But Mama got accepted to Coker and now is waiting on what her financial package will look like, She may have to wait and start taking classes next session. She is going to get her Early Childhood Edu. degree. So cool! I am so proud of her for following God's lead on all of this!
My car is working fine now. Lets hope there are no more pyscho money things again! I can't handle another one of those for awhile. Daddy and i had an arguement on saturday about the car stuff and even though i have apologized, he has yet to acknowledge that say he was sorry to or that he even forgives me. he just ignores it and that bugs the mess out of me! i mean he was in the wrong too and i know he wont admit that but he could tell me he forgives me for being disrespectful. but know he just continues on in life. ughh, he is so frustrating!
anyways so much to do here at the church. love you guys!

Hey girls! Janci, I'm sorry I was a little quiet last night when you called. : ) I woke up when I heard the phone ring and then all I saw was the phone in my face. So here is a new blog as requested!
We got the results back from Ian's tests on Friday and they are somewhat inconclusive, so we had to repeat them yesterday! : ( There were some levels that were low, but the doctor wanted to repeat the tests to be sure before we move forward. I've been doing some research and it looks like our only option will be artificial insimination and if that doesn't work we would have to do invetro. AI is only $500 where as invetro is more like $3,000, so I would prefer that AI work quickly! Hopefully, we'll know something by the end of the week. I'll let you know!
What's up with y'all? Anything interesting? Carol Anne, have you and Kyle made a decision about housing? I've been praying for you so let me know if anything has changed. Oh, I also wanted you to know that I have not ignored your letter. I sat down and started to write you back, but I just haven't had a chance to finish it yet. I might just call you instead. What's a good time of day for you?
So what is up with Frannie? Since she doesn't write, y'all have to tell me what's going on in her life. Well, I think that's about all for me. I'll talk to you ladies later!

So, its only going to take $250 to fix my car! And they will have it ready by 5pm today!! Just wanted ya'll to know!

Hello Hello Hello! Well my car is in the shop. Hopefully they will figure out what is wrong with it and get it fixed today before i have faith tonight! I dont have time to not have a car and i cant rent one because i am not 25 nor do i have the money to rent one!!! My life is going crazy. I promise carol anne i am going to try and have no more psycho crying phone calls.
as long as i can keep a smile on my face we will be good. i wish it were snowing here. then i could be sleeping!!!i am tired.
Laurin how are you feeling? i hope you are better.
carol anne i decided not to got to atlanta for grandmama's party since i will be going the next weekend to stay with her during grandpa's knee surgery.
pray hard that nothing too costly is wrong with my car and that they will call me soon!
love you all!

hey yall
just wanted to drop in and leave at least a little note......it snowed here again yesterday and it is so nasty outside because all of the old ice and snow was beginning to melt and so the ground was already so wet from that, that now it is just like a lake outside!! anyways we are doing good here, kyle is trying to stay warm and not work to hard. i am just taking care of kilee and trying to make sure i am getting enough sleep and that is hard to do because kilee is going through a growth spurt right now and so she is waking up more at night to be fed where as before she was sleeping all night!
Laurin, how are you and Ian doing? How's work? I hope ya'll are doing good and i hope to see ya'll soon!!
Janci, I hope this week is better for you! and if you have any more "breakdowns" you know i will listen to you and help calm you down!
ok well i am going to go now cause Kilee is trying to get my attention! I Love Ya'll
talk to yall soon!
p.s. has anyone thought of letting all the other people that read this thing get on here and write to us to?? just wondering?!

ok so they didnt get the pictures ready in time and i didnt have to do it!! God answered my prayer!!!!!

YEAH, you are getting better, i was worried that you had fallen off the earth.
Ok, so ya'll be in serious prayer this morning for me because i have to do something video wise that i am not real sure about for a funeral at 3pm today. basically its making a slideshow of pics of the dead woman, which isnt hard but running the equipment(which i have never done all by myself) is going to be the tough part. I am kinda of having a bad attitude about it so please be praying God changes my heart and helps me to this where it will help comfort the family. love you both
FRANNIE ARE YOU OUT THERE???????

Hey ladies! Thanks for all the prayers in so many different areas! I don't know that I've ever been covered in so much prayer. : ) Health wise, I'm doing better. Mornings are the roughest because medicine doesn't last all night. In case you didn't get all the details, I have pleurisy, which is an inflamation of the lining of my lungs. Basically, when I breath, cough, sneeze, laugh, etc, I hurt. My right lung is kind of sticking to my ribs. Great fun! It is getting a little better though, so I can be thankful for that. In other news we haven't gotten any word back yet about Ian's results, so we're just waiting. Neither of us are very worried though, so that's a good thing. On a happy note, one of my best friends from church had her baby yesterday! She is beautiful and her name is Kaley Noel. They are going to call all of us Aunt, so I'm happy that I have a "neice". : )
Janci, I'm so excited about your baptism! I wish I could come up, but unfortunately Sundays are work days for me. I have a really funny video clip about baptisms that I'll send you. Just don't get any ideas! : ) Carol Anne, I'm sorry Kyle's parents are being so opinionated. You and Kyle just need to make the decision that is best for y'all (which I know that you know). I'll be praying that you get a clear leading about where you're suppose to live.
Well, I best get off to work, so I'll talk to you lovely ladies later!

I HATE MY JOB!!!! They are driving me crazy!!!! SAVE ME

Hey Babe! I am sorry that the Taylors are doing ya'll like that! I will be praying for you and Kyle to make the right decision for ya'll and not for other people. Question, if you stay with Kyle in NC will ya'll live in miltary housing? And if he re-enlist does he know how long he will be at Camp Lejune? Just know that we support ya'll completely! You can always call me!! I love you!!!
Laurin, I assume you still aren't better yet! I am praying for you! We have tons of memebers out with the flu or peunmonia(not sure of spelling)! I love you!

hey yall
i just had to get on here and type if i am just rambling i am really sorry but i just really have to clear my head!!
kyle talked to his mom earlier and told her our idea about buying a house in darlington and she said something like the house market in darlington isnt a good idea because right now houses are taking longer to sell and such and she also said that she doesnt think it will be a good idea for kilee and i not to be with him in nc!!! to tell you the truth i really dont care what she thinks and i am really sick and tired of her and mr charles not supporting kyle and i in our own decisions and i wish kyle would just not tell them what we are thinking about doing!!
i am really glad that my parents let me know what they think but dont shot the ideas right down to the grave like we are still children!! i am really trying not to let this bother me but sometimes they just really urke me!! anyways please pray for us i mean we havent made a definate decision yet but we are going to here soon and please just pray that god will help us make the right decision and we wont let the influence of others make up our minds! thanks and i will talk to yall soon! hope yall are doing good! love ya

Hey you guys! Hope ya'll had a wonderful weekend! I did!! Busy but great! Laurin I heard you are very sick. I am praying for you! I know having your lungs hurt like that can't be fun! Even if you get to lay around and read if you want too!!
I am getting baptized this coming sunday! I hope Mr. Bob doesnt try and drowned me!!! I love my car!! Its so great!! It fits me perfectly!!! Well I love yall! Pray that I shed some pounds since I am in Meghan's wedding in July and she will probably pick a dress that only the skinny girls looked good in!! Hugs

Well, I hope you guys had a wonderful Valentine's!!!I know you were excited Carol Anne about Kyle getting to stay home!!Laurin what did you and Ian do? I worked at Eckerd's last night and it was pretty slow, thank goodness. They were busy up front because...can you believe this...Wal-Mart ran out of candy!!!! Isn't that funny! Anyways, I can't wait for tomorrow because I am going home and getting my cougar!!
And do any of us know whats up with Frances??? FRANNIE IF YOU READ THIS YOU BETTER WRITE A BLOG AND LET US KNOW WHATS UP WITH YOU!!!!!
Mama and I are going to see the new Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore movie Music & Lyrics this weekend! I am excited!!
Ok well I have lots to do today!! Pray I get it all done! I love you all very much! Thanks for supporting me in all I do and loving me no matter what!!

OK well since Carol Anne fixed this for me and I have the new blogger I can now write to you all. Laurin I want you to know that I am praying for you and Ian and you are right God's timing is perfect, He has been showing me that for awhile now. And no Carol Anne I am not mad about you wanting to live in Darlington. Obviously I would rather you come here and live but you want to be closer to kyle and that is understandable. I took the 10th off too! So I wont have to leave untill then sometime!
I am still confused about Meghan's fast enagement and even faster still that she is getting married in July!! But God used it and other things to deal with me on a certain issue. Which I want to tell ya'll about but its kinda of going to be a shock to our whole family. It was for me when I realized it. For now just be praying that I will have the right words to tell our family.
Well I have to get back to work! Love you both

Hey
Just wanted to write a little while Kilee is taking a nap. Kilee seems to be doing better with the soy formula and so i cant wait until we have our next WIC appt. so we can get the formula changed, because it is soooooooo exspensive! anyways please pray for Kyle and I as we are trying to make decisions about our future! I believe Kyle has pretty much decided he is going to reenlist but to hold me to that! If he does we are trying to decide where Kilee and I would go and at first it was looking like we might wouldve moved to greenville to live with Janci but the other day we were mapquesting and found out that it is 6 hours from Greenville to Camp Lejuene and so that doesnt look like a great choice and now I am talking to Kyle about looking for a house in Darlington/Florence to get and live in, because the ones i have been looking at would be the same thing a month that we would be paying for an apartment! anyways please just pray that God will help us make the right decisions!
Laurin, I am glad to hear that everything checked out ok with you but I am sorry to hear that from here on out it would be harder to fix if there is something wrong with Ian. I am still praying for you and Ian. I know that you both are very strong and that you both have a strong belief and relationship with God and that with that you both will get through this really hard time!
Janci, I hope you dont get even more upset after reading what i wrote above i know that you are having a tough time right now knowing that Meghan is engaged and you dont know what you are going to do with the rest of your life and all but i know that you will find out soon enough and that you will be fine with whatever it is! you have to try and not be so hard on yourself!
anyways Kilee just woke up and so i need to go get a bottle.....I love yall and will talk to yall soon!

Hello Ladies! Well, after much drama I finally got my tests done and the results back. When I went on Wednesday for my ultrasound they had lost my chart, including my blood work, so I was a little worried, but thankfully enough they found it. The short version is that so far, everything checks out with me, so Ian is up next. At first this sounds good, but the problem is that from here on out, if there is a problem then it's not an "easy" fix. Some of the procedures won't be covered under our insurance and it will probably take longer for us to get pregnant if there is something wrong from here on out. If there's nothing wrong, then we just sit and play the waiting game. Both are not wonderful options in my mind right now, and while I know that either way the Lord is completely in control, neither one is easy to swallow. Just pray that the Lord would give me peace in all of this and that I'll keep remembering that his timing is perfect. I think another thing that is making this hard is that Jennifer is 11 weeks pregnant and they weren't trying and it's not even a good time since he's in school and she needs to work. It's hard to understand things like that, but I just need to remember that I can't always understand his ways, but I can know that they are perfect and for our good.
Carol Anne, I'm glad to hear that Kilee's doing a little better. Has it gotten any better since the last time you wrote? We have several friends whose children have reflux problems and it is no fun, so I'll be praying that it all works itself out soon and that she won't have to deal with bad reflux. Have you and Kyle done anything for your anniversary? I hope you have someone there that you trust to keep Kilee so y'all can go out alone. Maybe you won't have any problems getting your wisdom teeth out and you can go out together while your mom's there. : )
Janci, how's the new apartment working out? Have you gotten settled in and all decorated? One of my friends just moved into a new house and it's so fun to organize everything and get to redecorate. That's the one good thing about moving. Is the job going any better? I'll be praying that you'll get to see some ways that people at work appreciate you this week because I'm sure that they do! : ) You're a hard worker, how can that not be appreciated?! I love you girls and I'll talk to you later!

Hello Everyone
I just thought I would write and say hello to ya'll and let you know that Kilee is doing better with the soy formula but she is still spitting up i am still not totally convinced that the doctor doesnt know what he is talking about when it comes to the whole acid reflux thing! her next appointment on march 9th i am pretty sure i see a different doctor and i will ask him and see what he says!
I made an appointment to have my wisdom teeth taken out finally it is on April 9th so momma, charlie and maybe even janci will be here!
Please keep Me and Kyle in your prayers...He is still getting home really late and so we never see each other except for on the weekends and so it is kinda getting to us both!
ok well i guess that is all i am going to go eat something!
LOVE YOU ALL!

ok finally! I have been having trouble getting this thing to let me in here to write! Its because of all that create a google account crap! sometimes these free things can be such a pain.
Anyways!
I love you all and just wanted to say hey! super busy week! in total i am working 60 hours between the church and eckerds. love you all
i am praying for each of you!

Hey
I just thought I would ask ya'll to pray for Kilee and that she gets over this bug that she has or if its not a bug we will find out what is causing her to throw up everything she is eating! Laurin I am not sure if you heard but Kyle and I took Kilee to the ER Wednesday night because she was vomiting and couldnt keep anything down for any longer than 10-15 min. well that night we were there for 4 hours and they ran every test that you can run on a baby and everything was negative! So we went to our regular doctor today because she was getting any better and he said he thinks that she is still trying to eat to much so i have started feeding her 4 oz. every 3 1/2 to 4 hours and it seems to help a little bit also Kyle talked to his Gunny and he said to try Soy formula because the regular might just be to strong for her so i have started that today and she seems to be doing alot better! so please just pray that everything is ok with her and she gets better because I dont know how much longer I can deal with a fussy baby I feel like I am going insane!! anyways I love ya'll and I will be praying for you and your body because I know how much this means to you and Ian both and I really want it for you to! Tell Ian I said hello and I will talk to ya'll later!! LOVE YA

Hey, ladies! Thanks for the pictures Carol Anne! I check your pics website pretty regularly, so keep it updated and I'll see how much Kilee keeps changing. : ) Janci, I'm glad your days are getting better. What kind of recording were you doing for that guy? Is he from your church? Our sound board is a mystery to me. The only things I know how to do now are turn it on and get sound for 2 mics and the keyboard, past that I'm lost!
Well, I went to the doctor on Wednesday and they took blood to find out if I'm ovulating and then this Wednesday I will go in for an ultrasound to check out my ovaries and uterus. After we get those results back we'll see what comes next. If either of these show something is wrong we'll probably start oral medication to help me ovulate and hopefully get stuff going. I really liked my doctor, so hopefully this will be an easy fix. If medication is the answer he said it shouldn't take long to get pregnant. I'm hoping that's the case, but I know the Lord's timing is perfect, so I want to wait on that. I'll keep you guys up to date and let you know what happens next week. Talk to you later!